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  • why cant i just be happy alone.

    is there really any happy endings? sure there are happy beginnings they are all around us you don't have to look hard to see those what i want to see tho is a truly happy ending. "and they lived happily ever after" seems more like a cop out to me, really living happily ever after seems impossible and yet we tell our kids story's everyday and let them believe that's how things really work. does anyone really live happily ever after? i think the idea is nice but truthfully its a lie and if your looking for a "happily ever after" story your going to be disappointed time an time again. theres always going to be hardships let downs things you aren't ready for and might never be, theres really no way to prepare for this thing we call life. ive come to find out its hard to go thurogh it and impossible not be changed by the things that happen around you for better or worse you wont be the person you were even a year ago. ehh anyways im really not sure where im going with this i just felt like typing.

Sunday, 16 November 2008

  • So its been awhile to say the least..

    i tried giving up on xanga but now i have to much time on my hands and need to do something so why not blog about nothing an everything all at once! mostly nothing tho so don't get your hopes up.

    this weekend i did nothing.. Friday night i stayed home went to sleep early or tried after laying in bed for a few hours i just deiced to do something.. the only problem with that is that it was almost 11 and i live in potsdam so pretty much what i ended up doing was Nothing hah. till about 3 am then i finally feel asleep saturday i woke up at 8 am and wondered to myself "what the heck am i doing up!!" even tho i thought that i couldn't sleep anymore so i started my day even tho i say that docent mean i did anything mostly just rolled out of bed and sat there hah. after about a hour of that i went to watch tv. then remembered i don't even like tv so that lasted about 10 mins so it was about 9:30 and i had no idea what to do with the rest of my day plus i was already bored.. so i went in search of things to do.. the only problem is that it was 9:30 am on a saturday morining and i live in Potsdam. so 70% of the town was sleeping the other 30 were hippys an old people so yet again i had nothing to do.. for a few hours i just wandered around then i started to miss work... how sad is that when that happend it was about 20 to 3 so i just went back to bed. later on trisha called me and i was excited that i had somthing to do but for somereason i didnt feel well so insted of getting out of bed and doing somthing with my dear friend trisha i just layed there.. and slept i slept till 8 woke up and still didnt feel well mary had invited me to go watch a band with her that night and earlyer i couldnt wait to go but now i didnt want to move. so i didnt i just went back to sleep and i slept till 11 this morining right thur my alarm clock so  i missed most of church and even then i didnt want to get out of bed but i forced myself to cause i thought i might go crazy if i didnt do something. so i made it to chruch by 11:30 and it was bagle sunday! woohoo after church i had my bagle and then couldnt wait to go home i dont know why i just really didnt want to be there anymore so i left. when i got home i went for a walk in the rain i dont know why but it felt really good sat in the park for alittle while till i got cold then walked home. now that im home all i want to do is sleep i dont know what is even going on but its quite bothersome im sick of sleep but its all i want to do. eh at least tomorrows monday and i get to work.

    anyways thanksgiving is coming up then christmas where did this year go? and where was i for it golly

    i dont have anything else to say. ha even tho i havent really said anything

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